Can't.

I can't stop thinking about it now.

I can't believe I had sex with Taylor.

I can't believe Micah walked in.

I can't imagine what he thinks of me.

I can't deal with this.

I know that it's not going to happen with him but it's so frustrating for him to see something like that and have the opportunity to judge me. Yeah, I'm a slut. Great. I need to stop.

I need some self respect. I need to save myself for people I actually like... people I can actually see myself with. Fuck.