Edie and Lewis and I.
2008-02-11 @ 4:52 p.m.
I got a kitten, but the guy I got her from told me before I got her that she was 5-6 weeks old, eating solid food, and almost litter box trained. That was a fatty load of bull shit. She's at the very most 3 weeks old, should not be weaned, and her eyes haven't changed color yet. She can't even go to the bathroom on her own and I'm feeding her through an eye dropper. She needs constant attention. She's lucky that she's probably the cutest thing alive right now. So, it looks like we're taking her the 3 hours to Portland this weekend. Maybe my mama will take care of her. If not I've got to juggle Lewis and the kitten, and both require my full attention.
Things with Lewis just seem better and better every day. I'm completely infatuated with him, and him with me. He tells me the gross, strange little things I do are really attractive. Like, I'm not afraid to eat a mountain of cheese fries in front of him or slather my breakfast in ketchup and hot sauce and apparently that's attractive? I guess he was talking about it with Ana and came to the conclusion that I'm not only physically and mentally attractive, but attractive because I'm human. I'm not irked by showing him these weird and sometimes gross little things about myself.
He is amazing and sweet and we get along better than I think I've gotten along with anyone I've ever dated. We actually always have something to say to each other and I don't hate talking to him on the phone. He's one of those people that can just sit there and listen to me talk and be completely absorbed in listening. I feel so comfortable talking to him and I love it.
Being this comfortable around him with everything gives me the impression that when we're FINALLY alone in March, the sex will be amazing. Strangely, I've never talked about sex this much before actually doing it, which I think should make it more enjoyable. I am so sexually frustrated right now, I think just touching him would be immensely enjoyable.
Edie is meowing at me. I should probably feed her again since she just woke up.