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2008-07-05 @ 12:39 a.m.
So we broke up. Big surprise, eh? The next day we all went over to Daniel's and hung out and got wasted, cuddled in some bushes, ran through the Cal Anderson fountain, made human pyramids, watched Frankenhooker, and made out. Well, not all of us made out. That would be weird. No, I made out with Daniel McGrath. He was the most awful kisser ever. Worse than Veigar. The strange thing is though... I didn't care. I actually genuinely like him. The next morning was uneventful... no awkward kiss goodbye. But now I can't stop thinking about him. Ever since he's been kind of weird.
The other night a bunch of us were hanging out and it just ended up me and Daniel. Just talking. I think he's a really interesting and genuine person and we talked for about an hour before we went to get Celessa because she was drunk and far away and I didn't want to let her walk home alone.
It really sucks to like someone and have it not returned. Especially after you make out and they tell you that you're only the fourth girl they've ever made out with... and they're 22 and a total fox. The day after there were a few text messages... him saying it got out of hand... me going out on a limb and saying that I really hope he didn't regret kissing me because I didn't regret it at all... him saying let's not make a habit out of it. Habit out of...? Drunken make outs? Being around each other? Being attracted to each other?
Celessa thinks he's just shy or paranoid because he's really conservative. I wish I could just be forward and be like look... I like you. I don't want to be your girlfriend, I just want to get to know you better. But I feel like I may just make everyone hanging out really awkward.
UGH!